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[Nov. 11th, 2011|11:11 am] |
come sit on my wall & read me the story of all
& tell it like you still believe. |
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| pink- on the lips of your lover |
[Jun. 3rd, 2009|12:10 pm] |
Pink - it was love at first sight
Yeah, Pink - when I turn out the light
And Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight |
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| fireworks |
[May. 29th, 2009|05:35 pm] |
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i walk pass this piece of art almost every other day on my way to work, and i've never really took the time to appreciate it as much as i do. until the other day.
summer has been really challenging, summer session 1 consisted of a 3 weeks program involving a 150 paged paper and a pseudo marketing campaign for a controversial 'i love fur' event. amidst this whole time, i've managed to lose my mind and self a couple of times. story of the perpetual smiley-faced punching bag.
next week i start summer session 2 and it's going to be crazy- all over again. uncertainties are on top of the list now and all i can do is let the mantra, 'it is what it is' take its course and do the best i can do that is within my reach.
there are so many things i am looking forward to, many things i am going to miss, people to catch up with, and a life to fulfill. stay positive, stay positive, stay..positive! |
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| your new twin sized bed |
[May. 26th, 2009|08:08 pm] |
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| | royskopp | ] |
the shorter story, no love no glory.
 
 
 
nothing like spending the evening with the loveliest friend, tales of broken and mended hearts and sharing laughs and tears. the friendship we have is so delicate yet bold and i'm all about it. xxx |
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| birds |
[May. 3rd, 2009|11:37 am] |
take flight, fly away, fly around in circles.
given i have 2 papers tomorrow, i really shouldn't be researching on my animal totem, but i swear it's them birds.
first it was that bird that sat on my windshield for a good 5 minutes as i was driving, the bird that interrupted the basketball game and the 4 new baby birds in the nest in E's balcony. so today before the library opened, i sat out in the amphitheater and fed a little bird a tad of my egg panini and wondered if maybe all these is just my mere heightened senses and a little reminder to notice the universe around me because there are bigger things than just sitting for papers, writing up projects, getting mad at people at work, not focusing on good reviews and getting the internship at Harrah's.
oh yeah, i got accepted to Harrah's Entertainment's Fall Internship :) Hello Caesar's Palace, Paris, Rio, Harrah's, Imperial Palace, Bally's, Flamingo.
RIP BEA ARTHUR AND DANNY GANS <3
I took a Hotel Entertainment class last Fall with Danny Gan's daughter, Amy Gans and had to write a report on his show when he was at the Mirage, and this rude awakening is so personally upsetting and surreal.
"In the night of death, hope sees a star, and listening love can hear the rustle of a wing" |
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| That's alright with you. |
[Apr. 15th, 2009|10:53 pm] |
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| | Portishead | ] |
Le Familia ♥
Going to Canada for Spring Break to catch up with the family was.. overwhelming. In a very good way, it caught me off-guard. It was a subtle (and I put much emphasis to the word 'subtle') kundalini shakti It's been a long time since I've been around family. Truth is being the only child, I have always fought that nagging itch I had about being alone. I've never liked being alone but coming back from my trip, I realize being comfortable in my own skin is a battle I've fought. I love it but I also hate it. & oddly enough, I've actually mastered it without knowing it and to my dismay not appreciating it. So the whole point is, I'm at balance with my life. I can finally soak up that warmth being alone and I can also join the company of others-especially my own blood.
I've never battled the concept of a family. I knew what was picture perfect, and I also knew that after and before that glamour shot of the family portrait, there were tears, anguish and love. But I pride myself knowing that dysfunctions come in any shape. My shape's just pretty unique. I chose not to subscribe the 'Divorced Parents Syndrome' look of wanting to hide my face behind long hair, being awkwardly skinny and the awful case of 'eyeliner-everywhere'. Oh, black nail varnish please. (Generalizations & Stereotypes is integrated in life, sorry) Despite not playing the look, I definitely had it. I had it all, being confused angry, upset, happy, selfish, lost and riding the waves of repression.
But the trip helped piece a part of my portrait. I needed to go on that trip by myself to get to know my family, and I did! I've always been away from each side of my family. Both my dad and mum's side of the family felt distant to me. I don't think one side likes the other, I don't think, I know. Time has allowed me to get comfortable and acquainted with the distance. Delighted at being a stranger. Today it's a little bridged, and it feels nice. Nice enough to cry in the shower about it. Nice enough to feel silly over something like this. Nice to know I have a predicament to be happy about.
I never knew which culture to embrace. Never really got the chance to. Took me so long to realize I can appreciate and enjoy both, without the permission of anybody. Hello self, I approve! Hello family, I love thee. We're going to be okay.
 
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| it's the end where i begin x |
[Mar. 30th, 2009|12:37 am] |
 
 
 
pictures from 3/29
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today i flew my little pony kite at the park and it felt so good. i was telling E i can't believe i have toola-roola inked on me which inevitably ignited the debatable discussion of childlike & childish. after that and great breakfast, i laid out at the pool with cuppycake. to me, that's how every Sundays should be like. i've been contemplating the idea on buying some pretty photographs by Alicia Book and relishing the delights of etsy.com to everybody else, pronouncing my 2007 obsession in reno (felt magnets for $1). bought my tickets to canada for spring break, so i will be seeing my pretty amarpreet and family, tres excited! rock n roll wine event with The Script at Body English on friday, cuppycake's 1st birthday at Sunset Park with friends and their doggies on apr 1st, should be fun. still finding split ends. internship fair went great, considering i'm well on track with my application. been enjoying amy kuney's covers(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wccoR5U1oTw) and eating too much fruit loops. life's been pretty peachy, i've been pretty happy. admittedly, i run around that corner of mishaps but then i've been handling that better than ever, or would have used to. a literal run around my neighborhood the other day, i was thinking of a certain friend and wonder how things are ever going to be like for us. an old friend came back in my life. and.. my bicycle and chanel pumps are still in the store.
here's to slumber, xx
sarah |
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